Every time I look at my inbox since I cleaned it I can now perfectly see all e-mails from ex boyfriends, and funnily enough the titles for the e-mails are ‘sorry’. Damn fucking straight you’re sorry. I was dumped by all of you for no reason and when everything seemed perfect, and you had all either already fucked a bunch of other people while with me, or you then proceeded to have your dick sat on more times than Santa’s lap. I loved you and treated you better than any body else had before, even your family. I spent all my money and time on you. You were my priority and after all that I was and am still just an option to you. All of you. I feel betrayed and abandoned by all of you. I am a good person and I constantly have to go through so much bullshit. From breaking my spine and a stupid amount of other bones to deep seeded trust and abandonment issues that drive me insane when I don’t have enough cash to smoke myself retarded. You not bothering to contact me at all just shows how unimportant I am in your life. Go suck a fuck.